Hello, I think it's time to write something 

because lately there's a lot of things appeared in my mind

but I just can't seem to have places to write it down and sometimes I lost it

well there's nothing much but as I grow up, 

I realized something in life, more than ever

understanding and accepting something that happened.

sometimes I just don't understand why when we grow up

or when time passed by and people changed,

ok i know we change everyday, nothing can still the same forever

but sometimes i have no idea why i have to

'remember' something when now is changed?

it's not because i don't want to remember

but sometimes memories are nothing when everything's changed

ok, i know some good memories are really nice 

and makes our lives happier when thinking about it

but if its completely different now, why should i think about those things

that never happen again?

this sounds stupid, i know i am

but last night i thought about someone that loved me once

and really much, but i didn't love him,

it was nice to feel the love from him,

and now he's got a new girl, he's completely forget how he felt for me

(oh right he should) and we're like strangers now

i didnt even try to talk or ask him, i just let him walk away from my life 

(its sad that once he's like my best friend, but he wanted to be more,

and i couldnt give it to him)

i liked the memories i had with him

though it was like a friendzoned to him, 

but i think it's useless to keep the memories when now is different

i don't understand, i'm not sad but i don't know why 

will you be disappointed if you read this? no? 

(but no you wouldnt read my blog anymore)

you know me well, i can't erase those memories anyway

i always wanted to tell how i liked you, even though its not like that

but oh, it's too late now

and i dont want to tell you straight, thats not my way

one year has passed by,

it's so fast

at least we can still be friends

but i cant call you anymore when i'm im trouble

no no no