Sometimes at night, when all things are calm

I think about something, maybe sometimes when I wanted to write

I think about things in the past, that I thought I already forgot

but I didn't 

Who knows sometimes you think of someone in the past

that they're now a strangers for you, and you ask yourself

"why?"

I don't know, I will never know why

I also remember every single things, every stupid shit you've said and done,

I mean, somebody, and somebody else...

I get a little heart attack and a weird butterflies when those memories

came to my mind, why? yeah I still ask myself why

It doesn't mean I want everything back, I don't 

because everything is changed and weird and I don't know

I don't even know where are they now, what they do 

and I don't think I'm going to see them EVER again in my life

and it's weird that they're still on my mind and I will never forget them

There must be something about it that made you done that to me

that night, right? but you never tell me why 

and in the next day you turned to be a stranger, holy shit wtf?

sometimes something will never give you a reason why it has to be 

this way, that way, you just have to accept it 

with your broken hearts, 

and some people can make you hate them, 

and love them at the same time

that I don't know why it happened to me, to you

and to everyone we know....

perfect strangers,

Sometimes...

 I watch you from your roof top at night

under the million stars,

the moon is shining 

and 

sometimes...

you're dreaming

of me

Even If I Don't - Rachael Yamagata