How long?

Well I think I'm pretty busy these days, 

busy from what? for doing nothing? hahaa... 

since I've become a salary girl (should I call this?)

I find that I have no time for doing the things I love

and no matter how much I ave it, it's not enough

I wake up at 6, 6:30 or 7 and go to work at 9 

and then work until 5 pm and going back home 7 or 8 pm

and I have just 4 hours left for doing my stuff,

housework, whatever

but most things I wanna do is

Drawing, play guitar, write some shitty songs, painting,

searching for inspiration, studying, read some books I haven't finished

and blah blah.....

I always like OMG what should I do first?

and I have not enough time, even on a weekend

I don't know why and how to manage things better than this

I even hang out less with friends at night and stay at home

Sometimes life is like 'where am i?' 

and what should i do next? 

oh, i don't really know just do what i want

but..

i need more timeeee

and also time to sleep

zzzzzzzz

♫ ♬ Prière - Carla Bruni ♫ ♬